haiz....why must it be like that??

Today is teacher's day and i saw him i am very shy and cowardly do nt dare to talk to him but some bustards go destroy by saying amenda woot woot~~...that is lame and he hear it but idiot N he go say to c say u and him together ah??then he say i say de ???i did nt is he say....i hate it ...then c say no i was abit disappointed .i m very sad after i heard that and i almost ran away...he is my kor he is nth to me so stop saying me and him together can???pls...although i still remember grad night wat he do to me i was very happy i want to go back to last year ....i do nt like this year...IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS...i do nt like it ....pls stop it ....i cannot breath cause of u all y must u do this to me ...i m tired pls stop it...pls pls...but i will have memories of u of how u treat me how u sms me... i will **** u always

haiz....

so long nvr update le ...so sad nvr see him on wed...nvr mind..i also nt sad lo but i feel more relaxed.why leh? i also dont know..A sudden feeling...LOL i m bored do nt know what to do with you .Only thing i can do is to be strong and move on no matter wat happens..haiz...i m bored .wat should i do with u I M CONFUSED WITH U,TROUBLED...WAT SHOULD I DO????HAIZ....NT TO THINK ABOUT IT..!!

hearty day!!!i love this day!!

i love this day because i everyday can see him......he so cute but he will make me feel embaressed today me , him and zaki run here and there and throw bottle him ....i love every wed cause i can see him and wed i will know where to find him..... i like to see him maybe nw i abit like a two-timer and zaki help me but i feel (dont know what to say).hope can sms ******** ***** again like last time he talk to my father last time and they two get along quite well..i love today,every wed and last year nights....haiz........i feel like a two -timer and feel very guilty cause if j and c...j is funny abit kind nia.c is cute ******** and funny haiz....what should i do i decided to concentrate on c and studies just cannot concentrate cause of j he quite extra actually .....haiz....dont know what to say liao ...anyway gd bye ...

love, amenda

cute

he is so cute today but i nvr talk to him...cause very shy of last time what happened between him and me .......but too bad i can't tell cause it is my secret in my heart ....he is quite cute like last time .haiz.......dont know what to do but nw he has a girlfriend and the girlfriend also very chio and smart.whoever is his girlfriend is very lucky .but i wont break them up cause love is very selfish and love is a cannot force thing...haiz........sad sad




love,
amenda